Yes, Lord. I have come to believe that you are the Christ. (John 11:27)
When we first think of St. Martha, we probably
remember the story of hardworking Martha and her “contemplative” sister,
Mary, who didn’t help her in the kitchen (Luke 10:38-42). Many of us
probably have felt sorry for Martha when Jesus rebuked her.
But today, on Martha’s feast day, we read a different story. We don’t
see busy Martha, complaining Martha, or worried and anxious Martha. We
see steady Martha, who has the confidence to go out to meet Jesus and
proclaim her faith in him—even in her grief. Martha has changed.
But how did this happen? She has “come to believe” (John 11:27). And so can we.
Martha’s faith was not a one-time event but a progressive growth in
understanding of who Jesus was and what it meant to trust him. In this
situation with her brother’s illness and death, Martha’s faith grew
gradually as she spoke with Jesus and listened to him carefully. She
knew that he was the Savior sent into this world. She trusted that he
could heal their ailing brother, but she didn’t understand why Jesus
deliberately delayed his coming. So she brought her confusion to him.
Martha knew that Lazarus would rise on the last day, but she wasn’t
sure what Jesus might do “even now” (John 11:22). She just wanted to be
near him. So Jesus took the opportunity to speak with her, patiently
asking questions that helped her to search her heart. And perhaps amazed
herself, she was able to say, “Yes, Lord. I have come to believe”
(11:27). Then she ran to offer her sister the same opportunity.
Our faith develops in the same incremental way. Jesus invites us to
trust him. We express the little faith we have: “I do believe, help my
unbelief,” and we tell Jesus what we don’t understand (Mark 9:24). Then
he leads us little by little to a fuller understanding of who he is.
Don’t be afraid to question Jesus. Tell him what doesn’t make sense
to you. Ask what small step he is inviting you to take, and try to be
obedient. Then come back and ask again. Little by little, your flicker
of faith will grow into a blazing fire.
“Jesus, I have come to believe in you. Help me to take the next step.”
from wau.org